132.2

I week of Shred done! It's still painful and I am still doing girl push-ups but I may try to tackle level 2 at about day 10.

Pretend

I had to resort to the cafeteria today because I didn't plan ahead.The fish looked "ify" and there's nothing worse than ify fish so I went with the vegetable plate. I am pretending it's the hamburger and french fries that I really wanted...

No Safe Place

This is what greeted me when I sat down at my hair appointment yesterday. I enjoyed the article, but she's still not my friend.

Day 3 and Day 4 done.

Day 2

My chance for success may be more realistic if I do the 30 Day Shred in the morning. The realization that I have to go home and do it just makes me want to cry. I am pretty sure I know how Anne Boylen felt waiting for the executioner.

This I Know For Sure

If I don't see some major changes for inflicting this kind of pain on myself for 30 days, I am going looking for Jillian Michaels.

It Says Extreme Weight Loss

I"ll be the judge of that. I am getting ready to bust the 30 Day Shred out of the wrapping. Can't promise I'll actually get into the dvd player.
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My Name Is

Ann and I am a sugaraholic. Acknowledgement is the first step isn't it?

I went all day without any sugar or diet pop yesterday. It was a good day, if you overlook the crying spell and mood swingings...

Public Service Announcement

If you are trying to slim down it's best not to bring kit kats and rolos in to the house. And under no circumstance should you bake a chocolate cake.

The Truth Hurts

I got a does of reality today when I put on my "fat" suit and found the skirt to be a little tight.

I thought I was holding steady. Not losing but not gaining. The number on the scale hasn't moved up but when your go to suit is getting tight, it's like a splash of cold water.

I need to stick the plan. My 25yr High School Class Reunion is this summer, that should be motivating enough but I am slow to get serious about getting into shape.

What I know doesn't work is eating a kit kat while watching the Biggest Loser...

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Constant Reminder

I am trying to have a nice quite morning. First one up, reading some blogs, and keep being harassed by this damn ad

seeing it once or twice - coincidence, three or more times - someone's following me. Thank goodness she's blonde (I am a brunette) or I'd have to punch my computer.

Bright Side

One good thing about not be able to use the gym at this time is that I am not having to fight the crowds for a machine. Resolutions will be falling by the wayside just as I get the ok to hit the treadmill again.
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Lunch for Losers

Very healthy. But I have to confess that I tried to EAT my weight in gumballs earlier today. I think I have sugar issues. The gumball machine has since been removed from my desk.
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The Holiday Aftermath

131.4. What an ugly number to someone who has to wear heels to officially make the 5' mark. No point crying about it now. Time to get tough and learn to tell myself no...no cookie...no pizza. Who am I kidding, I need to say not so much rather than no...

Injury update: 2-4 months before I can run again. Seems like a lifetime away especially since I am noticing a limp after I set for an extended period. Starting to wonder if I will have to consider a future without running....

It's All In The Planning

As much as I hate to admit it, I learned this weekend that if I don’t plan ahead what I am going to eat, I’ll eat whenever I want and all I want.

Thank goodness there's so many creative and generous bloggers out there. I found this handy free printable food journal from Jen Allyson at TheProjectGirl.com. If you haven’t checked her out, you should. You can also find a Workout Worksheet.

Goal Setting

My goal for 2010 is to lose at least15lbs so I can wear my SPI Belt (should I ever run again) without it ending up sitting under my breast. I actually would like to accomplish more than just that in 2010 but I am pacing myself.

Happy New Year

Hope your new year is off to a great start!

I've officially put a stop to the holiday eating frenzy. It's not pretty.